Round 4 starts today

We had a wonderful time away, camping laughing and if truth be told enjoying real food. Each day removed from the chemotherapy I felt better and stronger so it is very hard to come home to the prospect of feeling miserable again. We meet again today with Dr Block. Please pray for wisdom and discernment as we move forward. I would like to just run away😝😩

People keep telling me I am brave and I totally do not feel brave, I feel like a frightened little kid who wants to hide under the bed and not come out.

Being with our children was a great encouragement and a reminder of why I keep on...because on the days when I feel like I'm gonna die, there are moments when I think I wouldn't mind if I did.😔

I guess courage is staying the course even when you would rather be on a beach in Door County or Hawaii 😄⛱.

Lord have mercy. Many thanks for all your continued love and prayers, they mean more than you know.