Struggling

All week I have been struggling with this news of next steps. I wasn't expecting that the integrative MD was going to recommend what he did. All the more reason that I feel I need to trust him and his 32 years of experience working with cancer patients.

It has left me resolved to follow the path before us but sad and scared. I have suffered so much in the past from the ill affects of medication prescribed by well meaning health care professionals😢and now I am facing infusions of some of the planet's most toxic chemicals.

I am also reeling from many of the comments people have made with the best of intentions to comfort that end up slightly terrorizing me.

Prayers for continuing peace and wisdom on this journey appreciated.